Friday, May 29, 2009
i'm kind of relieved.
officically ended my job today and suddenly missed the place and people there esp the kids.
learnt quite a bit from the teachers and the kids.
a new life chapter will be probably begin soon for me.
only after working after the A's then i realised the real world.
kind of like it but prefer studying more though.
okay, enough of work.
reflected quite a bit on my life and the days i went through this few months or even years.
for this few months first, learnt how to firstly handle stress of work, then relationships betweeen colleagues. secondly, learnt how to handle family relationships and cope with my own weaknesses and emotions. i shan't discuss that here anyway.
for this few years, most deeply etched memory would be those days which i went through before my A's. it was kind of difficult to cope with firstly stress then opinions of others about me in school and at home esp the few occasions where i needed to seek professional guidance from a pyschatrist. after which, it really tested me on my relationship with God and my faith, whether i really trusted in Him during difficult times. now that i really believe and trust in Him, everytime i enter the church or pass by the church, i will feel a sense of comfort and peace despite of any troubles or difficulties i may be going through. Sometimes, i even feel that i want to go back to that period when i experience so much stress because it is only at that moment that i feel so close to Him and safe to be near Him.
okays, looking forward now, i got quite a bit to do. Aunt is coming back during June and going to malaysia for a short trip. and also i have a NUS camp in june. hope that it will be really great. then after which, i'm on my way to becoming a nurse which i believe it is a job that He wants me to do. cool! so looking forward to it. Thanks for everything!
it was a very nice feeling u gave me,thanks!
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