Tuesday, April 28, 2009
random post
just thought of blogging so...
just recovered from fever and was back to work today. it was a hard day as usual coping with the same problems the kids have everyday. life seems so monotone to me nowadays. nothing seems to give me some excitement now. at work, usually when i can't handle the kids, i get so frustrated that i jsut feel like giving up. well, i have one more month to go and that's it. maybe i'm a person who just can't teach. luckily i didn't choose teaching as my future career path i thought to myself. sometimes i kind of understand adults( those older) why they experience so much unhappiness at work because they want to prove themselves so much. and when they can't reach their own expectation, they feel inferior and less confident. i'm slowly becoming one of them but luckily this is only a temp job. =)
i'm very sure that my future career will not be of such kind. well, at least, nurses do not have to scream at patients or ensure their homework are done. yup yup. =)
well, enough of some of these complaints. some words are better left out to be a secret between me and Him. Only Him can give me comfort and hope. I really hope that i can jump of my little inferior world right now to His heavenly land. =)
it was a very nice feeling u gave me,thanks!
@ 5:36 AM
