Friday, March 6, 2009
mixed feelings
it's pouring outside now and i feel confused within myself.
yes, i got my results back already and was very happy with quite a few subjects esp bio,geog and gp. but the happy feeling doesn't seem so real and it comes and go. probably it's because i know i could have done better if i didn't doubt myself then. well, come to think of it, it's a bit of regret but what can i do now? this sounds a bit resigning to fate but i think otherwise. firstly, because i believe i have done my very best. secondly, i've been praying about my results even until the moment i get my results from ms ong so i trust that this results that God gave me will lead somewhere he wants me to go.
that wee bit of regret probably comes because i could have done better as others tell me.if i trusted myself then, i may have gotten better results. BUT, it is okay. =) i was so extremely happy to tell ms yeo my results yesterday and when she congratulated me, i was so so happy esp because i got A for her subject. well, a bit of regret in life is definitely inevitable but it helps me grow i hope in the future. now, i just hope for the best as i apply for entry into NUS or NTU. of course, i admire those with straight A's like my brother. but Lord, help me to accept whatever results You have given me. Show me Your Way.
it was a very nice feeling u gave me,thanks!
@ 11:46 PM
