Wednesday, February 18, 2009
tired and speechless but hopefully still on the go!
today was quite a bad day for me at work cos everything seems to go wrong. students doesn't cooperate with me, doesn't do my work and i had to scream at the top of my voice. hope to fall sick soon, then i can rest for a day...
but the bus trip home was good as i listened to many christian songs and undoubtedly those songs gave me some confidence and hope in tmr's work. and then i realised it's been a long time ever since i listened to these songs.
oh ya, as the days of A's results draws near, i get the chills but yet i know i need to face the truth even though it may not be as expected. i hope that day,regardless of the results, i can have my own time to sort out my thoughts and plan for my future: university.
and also situation at home is better and so i feel more at ease when i'm at home. at work today, i confess that, i wanted to quit and back out more than once. i just have to hang on for the money and satisfaction( hopefully there's a tiny bit?). and i will dislike myself if i just gave up. sooooo, Jesus, take the wheel, take it from my hands cos i can't do this on my own.i'm letting it go.
charmaine, jiayou!
it was a very nice feeling u gave me,thanks!
@ 4:36 AM
