the best part of me

arghh!!

2009-08-02T01:39:00.001-07:00

i really absolutely dont know what to do with them okay seriously!!

updates!~~

2009-07-27T06:32:00.000-07:00

went for a bible seminar with css ppl the past weekend and it was great. learnt a lot from the time of creation to the time of jesus to now.
but at times felt that i'm really weak in many areas in the bible, and was quite embarassed about it though i didn't tell anyone. so maybe i will start from finding books or articles that can give me a background understanding about the bible first before i go into the real stuff. :D

and went for matric with weiyi today at nus. okay i suppose and didn't get a chance to meet the nursing people again. really hope that i can have a group of close nursing friends when school starts and continues. :D

less than a week's time, school's going to start very soon and many emotions come around me actually. but i shall take them as they come and go. other than that, enjoy the remaining free days i have with family and friends and dog. :D

pray that pearl is fine alone at nus hostel. :D

just another day

2009-07-22T22:32:00.000-07:00

woke up at like 11am today. having an irritation around my right eye, it's like painful when i blink..:(
today i have tuition class at night. tmr's food prepation for post foc on sat. then sat and sun is bible seminar.
very quickly, school's going to start and books again. hope i can cope with everything ahead. quite bored at home nowadays and i'm so going to miss this longest holiday i ever had.
oh ya, yesterday went shopping with shi han and bought quite a bit of clothes, including a dress for glads's sis church wedding at st andrew's cathedral. haven't bought so many clothes at one go on my own.. haha.
i'm going to enjoy the remaining days of my holidays as much as i can. :D
and ya, brother has been very busy these few weeks with church stuff especially. pray that he can cope with it. :D

oh well, really reluctant to start school so soon.

brain dead.

2009-07-17T06:51:00.000-07:00

so brain dead after one and a half hours of ENG tuition with neighbour. i better stick to one hour then. haha. no joke it's ENG. :D

updates about recent life. (looking at my calendar now, haha) just realise that the hearts-on-fire rally organised by nus css was one week ago but it seems like just last night that it was ongoing. had a great and awesome experience that night at cjc. really happy that i will always still have css buddies to support me during these coming 4 years. and also really happy that i surrender a few of my problems to jesus during the healing sessions. :D i look forward to the next css outing which is the bible seminar next weekend. AWESOME.

sometimes i feel we don't have to worry too much about what is going to happen next cos jesus is in control. :D but it's always hard to transform words into action. so i'll be working on that.

sometimes we feel we have not done our best in some things maybe because we take it too seriously which we don't have to. :D that was what my dad said then.

knowing that jesus is always beside me is truly a comfort for me. :D

2009-07-04T20:35:00.001-07:00

it is when we are weak that we are strong. :D.

we are more than what others think of us. we need to show them what we really are and i believe god will help us to do that with his courage and strength. :D

:D

life.

2009-07-03T20:36:00.000-07:00

life has been a bit boring these few days. css outings were great but missed out on nursing stuff. kind of worried that when school term starts, everyone knows everyone but nobody knows me.

but can't change anything now cos it's over. some feelings about myself are better kept unsaid than said cos i dun know how to express it.

have been thinking about this: nursing is a course and job which always get judged by others and it seems that i need to uphold that image even before i enter that course or job. it's something that students in other courses dun have to do. after the nursing session, i feel quite challenged by the other students. i would not say i'm stressed up or intimidated cos it makes me feel bad about myself.

i really pray hard that all these worries will be unecessary and lord will show me his way. lord, i just need a group of close friends to journey with me through 4 years of uni life. :D

no specific topic. random.

2009-06-27T01:17:00.000-07:00

dun know since when i feel i am living a very messy life.

probably after i stop working. though i was already exposed to quite a bit of university life, i still feel insecure about it happening in the future. To be truthful, after the nursing session where juniors meet juniors and seniors, i felt that the people were not quite friendly though they should. but luckily, the nus css people are still very friendly and nice to be with so i really hope that they are the ones who will accompany me through those four years. though the nursing people are like that, maybe as i get to know them more, they are friendly people too. hope so.

messy life probably arose from firstly, there's not really much focus on something in my life right now and secondly, the event that i would need to focus in the future which is university doesn't seem promising.

Lord, help me to be able to cope with all my difficulties.

the camp was AWESOME

2009-06-21T01:01:00.000-07:00

the four days three nights was good.awesome.fun.

great to know firstly God more and others such as james, jess,sean (herbal essence guy), pearl, joy, jerome, majella,cheryl, joanna, mag, nico, clara and marc.

the 3 facils were so caring and lead the group very well. hope to see them real soon. hope to meet zhenzhu and ines joy soon too. well for jerome, he's starting school on monday. the theme song was great too. thanks to jess. the chorus goes like that:

Aye! Aye! I say aye to the Lord and to everything he gives.
Corny lecturers, boring tutors and all the pain they bring
Aye! Aye! I say aye to the Lord and to everything he gives.
The fears, anxieties, hopes and gladness when i leave it's this i'll miss.

the mass dance was great too and sentosa was awesome.

1,2,3 AWESOME. haha pearl.

looking forward to css outings and for school to start.

all the best to everyone who's starting school in july and august! =)

thoughts.

2009-06-09T04:35:00.000-07:00

i thought about this today: i learnt from a priest's homily on sat that the reason we can't have peace in us is because we have too much pride in ourselves, have pre-empt judgement about others and so are unable to forgive others.

BUT when we try to put all these things down, we may not still be able to get peace in us. maybe OTHERS need to do that as we do that.

heard this saying before: We can't have our peace of mind when we give others peace of our mind. true.

relationships in life in one thing that i think everyone will struggle with everyday. it may take a long time to overcome such problems.

another issue that i reflected is: people nowadays are so stressed up with work and studies that they don't have time for themselves ALONE. well, time needs to be spent with family but i feel it's even more important to give time for oneself. how long have u not step out at your balcony, look out at the scenery there and breathe in deeply? =)

no wonder people living in outskirts of cities,jungles live longer than us. =)

remember that day aunt asked me how did i overcome the stress problem before the A's. suddenly, i couldn't reply her because i really didn't know how i did it. yes, probably the anxiety i felt then is something others can't understand and feel. or others around me may feel and say that i am exaggerating things when it comes to the exam stress issues, but i can only say u should experience it before commenting on it. =)

thy word is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path.

i'm kind of relieved.

2009-05-29T05:44:00.000-07:00

officically ended my job today and suddenly missed the place and people there esp the kids.

learnt quite a bit from the teachers and the kids.

a new life chapter will be probably begin soon for me.

only after working after the A's then i realised the real world.

kind of like it but prefer studying more though.

okay, enough of work.

reflected quite a bit on my life and the days i went through this few months or even years.

for this few months first, learnt how to firstly handle stress of work, then relationships betweeen colleagues. secondly, learnt how to handle family relationships and cope with my own weaknesses and emotions. i shan't discuss that here anyway.

for this few years, most deeply etched memory would be those days which i went through before my A's. it was kind of difficult to cope with firstly stress then opinions of others about me in school and at home esp the few occasions where i needed to seek professional guidance from a pyschatrist. after which, it really tested me on my relationship with God and my faith, whether i really trusted in Him during difficult times. now that i really believe and trust in Him, everytime i enter the church or pass by the church, i will feel a sense of comfort and peace despite of any troubles or difficulties i may be going through. Sometimes, i even feel that i want to go back to that period when i experience so much stress because it is only at that moment that i feel so close to Him and safe to be near Him.

okays, looking forward now, i got quite a bit to do. Aunt is coming back during June and going to malaysia for a short trip. and also i have a NUS camp in june. hope that it will be really great. then after which, i'm on my way to becoming a nurse which i believe it is a job that He wants me to do. cool! so looking forward to it. Thanks for everything!

thoughts on God

2009-05-16T19:25:00.000-07:00

We remembered how u loved us to your death

and still we celebrate for u are with us here.

and we believe that we will see u when u come in your glory, Lord.

We remember, we celebrate, we believe.

the peace and joy in god is wonderful and irreplaceable.

random post

2009-04-28T05:36:00.000-07:00

just thought of blogging so...

just recovered from fever and was back to work today. it was a hard day as usual coping with the same problems the kids have everyday. life seems so monotone to me nowadays. nothing seems to give me some excitement now. at work, usually when i can't handle the kids, i get so frustrated that i jsut feel like giving up. well, i have one more month to go and that's it. maybe i'm a person who just can't teach. luckily i didn't choose teaching as my future career path i thought to myself. sometimes i kind of understand adults( those older) why they experience so much unhappiness at work because they want to prove themselves so much. and when they can't reach their own expectation, they feel inferior and less confident. i'm slowly becoming one of them but luckily this is only a temp job. =)

i'm very sure that my future career will not be of such kind. well, at least, nurses do not have to scream at patients or ensure their homework are done. yup yup. =)

well, enough of some of these complaints. some words are better left out to be a secret between me and Him. Only Him can give me comfort and hope. I really hope that i can jump of my little inferior world right now to His heavenly land. =)

had nursing interview todayyy!

2009-04-17T05:49:00.000-07:00

alright, the interview this morning was fine and the conversation went on quite smoothly i hope.

so hopefully, i can get into nursing in nus.

i didn't go to work todayy haha cos i was pure lazy to drag myself there and stay for half day and earn that wee bit of 17 dollars? minus bus fare to and fro, i think i only earn 15. so forget it. i rested at home and relax. well, now that the uni stuff are done, my life is now quite boring again with only work everyday. tmr i still need to work a half day. anyway, mich p suggest we go ikea for gathering, someday. so ppl give some suggestions on when it can be held? haha thanks.

just watched the trailer for the 6th movie of harry potter online and it looks quite good.it's coming out on the 17 july. hope i can watch then. i urgently need to see the calendar noww...haha..so byes for now!

2009-04-04T04:01:00.000-07:00

No one can make u feel inferior except yourself.

is this true?

not really.

okay day i suppose

2009-03-30T06:20:00.000-07:00

today was okay at work though not much was done and completed.

but i'm sure i can do more tmr when i feel much better.=). probably today i wasn't feeling very well and got a bit of monday blues...sianz. tmr principal on half day leave and we are so going to have a big problem. anyway, hope for the best.

quite a while didn't see buddies esp viv but hope she's alright and doing fine. planning a gathering soon, hope everyone can turn up. life now is a bit monotonous and that's maybe because no exciting events are happening in my life right now except for the university days ahead.

okays, my schedule for tmr is set and i just need to do it. and oh ya, tmr's afternoon class i have lesser students, cool. and tmr IS PAY DAY! =)).

anyway, the deadline for university application is reaching soon, hope everyone has made their correct decisions and are on their way to the university!!

oh no, i need some exciting things in my life to make me feel more alive.

random thoughts!

2009-03-19T06:20:00.001-07:00

well, haven't been blogging for quite a while. so i thought i just blog noww..

still haven't register for university now cos i'm unsure of what course to put first and second and so on..of course this is an important decision cos it'll affect my future career. so need to consider it seriously before i make the final confirmation! =). well, the situation now is still i personally want to go into nursing but comments from esp parents and bro make me waiver so much and of course the issues they raised to me is quite important so i need to think it through still. and courses like biological sciences will most likely have a lot of research work to be done now and in the future, which i dun really like. so i'm still thinking..friends reading this, give me some comments please. i need help!...

oh ya, yesterday i was so sick that i couldn't go to work. down with sore throat and fever. sianz.. i'm currently missing school times..haiz..since the day i went for university open houses, i feel that the life in the uni is kind of complicated and maybe the lessons are too flexible that i dun quite get the momentum in jc or sec school. lol.and also a lot of independent studying on our part. kind of different.

i really need help and guidance on uni stuff still! please pray for me. =)

quite a happy day today!

2009-03-10T06:53:00.000-07:00

today surprisingly was a happy day for me at work! kids were alright and i could complete most of my assignments with them. cool!

okays, weekends have passed and another exciting weekend is coming soon. during the past weekend, i once again realised that friendship is so so important and personally i felt so much regret cos i didn't my friendship with her. If we could persevere on together for the A's, i'm sure it is an experience i would never ever forget. Actually, she taught a lot of things which other friends in my class don't and i really treasure that a lot. She had the same motivation and drive as me. Also, she set her own goals and she never fails to work hard for them. I can truthfully say that i didn't had a friend who work side by side and hand in hand with me in jc except for her. Of course, my sec school friends persevered together with me in the O's and A's. Thanks for that! =). I want to say a BIG Thank You to my friend: Joyce! Sorry for the past. =(.

okays, the exciting weekend is coming! this thurs: dinner with cheryl and weiyi at ps. miss them quite a bit esp weiyi. haven't see her for quite a while. and sat and sun: ntu and nus open house. i really hope that the open houses can give me a better idea of what i want to do in the future. All along i wanted to be a nurse and that has never changed since i was P4? haha,yup. but of course, friends and family(esp) around me encouraged me not to take nursing cos it's tough. But come to think of it, which course and career is not tough? =) and if i can ensure that's the job i will enjoy and it's prestiguous enough, why not? anyway, will keep my options until the open house is over and confirm decisions after that. bro told me to try pharmacy but drugs doesn't seem interesting to me. haha.

hope for the best! take care until we meet! =)

mixed feelings

2009-03-06T23:46:00.000-08:00

it's pouring outside now and i feel confused within myself.

yes, i got my results back already and was very happy with quite a few subjects esp bio,geog and gp. but the happy feeling doesn't seem so real and it comes and go. probably it's because i know i could have done better if i didn't doubt myself then. well, come to think of it, it's a bit of regret but what can i do now? this sounds a bit resigning to fate but i think otherwise. firstly, because i believe i have done my very best. secondly, i've been praying about my results even until the moment i get my results from ms ong so i trust that this results that God gave me will lead somewhere he wants me to go.

that wee bit of regret probably comes because i could have done better as others tell me.if i trusted myself then, i may have gotten better results. BUT, it is okay. =) i was so extremely happy to tell ms yeo my results yesterday and when she congratulated me, i was so so happy esp because i got A for her subject. well, a bit of regret in life is definitely inevitable but it helps me grow i hope in the future. now, i just hope for the best as i apply for entry into NUS or NTU. of course, i admire those with straight A's like my brother. but Lord, help me to accept whatever results You have given me. Show me Your Way.

relieved.

2009-03-06T05:00:00.000-08:00

thank god for everything. both good and bad. help me make the right choice, Lord.

finally i see the ugly side of working adults nowadays

2009-03-04T05:00:00.001-08:00

what hypocrites are you all? for those reading this post, forgive if i may sound a bit not my usual self.

i shall start talking from here: after lunch, everyone was doing their respective duties including me of course and then she called me over to tell me about money issues. i was like kind of prepared that she will call me cos she's responsible for it. so i went over and she started rattling on and on. for instance, how can u call me after working hours and also she said something like u should not go through others to notify me cos they dun know the entire issue. and blah blah blah. so i bet she only want an apology from me when she in the first place SHOULD give me one BIGGER apology. so out of my usual politeness, i said sorry and she went on rattling. and her other buddy which is my superior, of course did not dare to say anything. she only knows how to report. (now i know why the other teacher told me about the many ugly sides of her!) then, i went on with my duties and then around the afternoon, my superior asked me if i needed help in OBVIOUSLY simple tasks and while talking to me, i could sense that she sneered at me with a sarcastic tone. how hypocritic she is. i bet she did that for the sake of doing it, but she didn't realise that she appeared so much like a bootlicker and talked like one too. so TOO BAD. okay, so from now on i only regard them as persons who give me my salary and nothing else.

okay, change of topic now! happy ones now. tmr night i'm going to bake cookies for my buddies and get prepared for friday! at last, i can have an off day! so what if i can't get my pay for that day, i need not see them again. cool! of course, hope that A's results will be not too bad.and oh ya yesterday night i dreamt of the results again! slightly better grades than the previous dream haha. finally i let off steam about the issue in the morning and learn something about the future working world and society which is good. =) okays, until we meet, take care everyone and all the best for results! =)

what a close shave!

2009-03-03T04:57:00.000-08:00

bird shit!

today i almost got bird shit on my clothes and hair but was saved by another student. and what's more, this male student is the most naughty in the centre and so unluckily(luckily)he got it! i was laughing so badly inside! haha.

okays, then today i got to know more about my superior (principal) and maybe some office politics (haha, shi han i have this too!). interesting!

and of course the most exciting (oh really?) event that's coming up is none other than friday! the day of release of A's results. yesterday i even dreamt of my results for every subject! hope that dream doesn't come true! (fingers crossed!) soooo, wishing everyone all the best for their A's results! and yup, want to thank Ms Yeo for her email. I miss u too! see you on friday!

until then, take care and relax your brain muscles everyone! byes!

random post.

2009-02-28T02:40:00.000-08:00

went to work this morning and it was kind of boring. only 2 students came in and so watched a movie and read a book. and oh ya, i bought a new jigsaw puzzle with 1000 pieces, bet i won't be so bored at home during weekends. hopefully, next week i can only work 4 days and friday take an off day to get A's results. though not confirmed if it's friday but should be! happy but anxious.

made a major re-shuffle of my classroom and seating arrangements, hope that will help me jugggle the afternoon class better. ALSO, i repeat: i'll be making OAT AND CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES for shihan, sara,viv, glads, weiyi,cheryl,caryl and joyce on thurs and bring to school on friday! i guarantee it's nice and not too sweet! =) probably i have a talent for baking and cooking! woot! mood today quite bland and monotone. probably i need the A's results to change my mood a bit. (hope so)

okays, byes!

random post

2009-02-22T05:54:00.000-08:00

no specific topic to talk about. =) just to have some updates!

went shopping with mum today at kovan and ps. bought quite a bit of stuff. yesterday went with shi han to s.h.e. autograph session and was so sunburnt.haha.

as the days of release of A's results draw near, i am nervous yet happy. nervous cos i'm worried that the results might be bad. happy cos the wait is finally over. oh ya that day i'll be making OAT AND CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES for everyone so come look for me before or after u get your results!! haha. i guarantee the cookies are edible! haha. i'm still considering when to quit my job but i think most probably end of march. then after that can either look for another job or start preparing for uni? not sure if it's too early. tmr's working day and i'm quite sian about it. oh but tmr i'm treating my family+ bro's girlfriend to sakae sushi at cathay! oh ya, i just bought my jigsaw puzzle frame today and i plan to use a bit of my cny money to buy another puzzle on thurs to engage myself at boring times!

okays, everyone until we meet on results day, take care and rest well! =)

tired and speechless but hopefully still on the go!

2009-02-18T04:36:00.000-08:00

today was quite a bad day for me at work cos everything seems to go wrong. students doesn't cooperate with me, doesn't do my work and i had to scream at the top of my voice. hope to fall sick soon, then i can rest for a day...

but the bus trip home was good as i listened to many christian songs and undoubtedly those songs gave me some confidence and hope in tmr's work. and then i realised it's been a long time ever since i listened to these songs.

oh ya, as the days of A's results draws near, i get the chills but yet i know i need to face the truth even though it may not be as expected. i hope that day,regardless of the results, i can have my own time to sort out my thoughts and plan for my future: university.

and also situation at home is better and so i feel more at ease when i'm at home. at work today, i confess that, i wanted to quit and back out more than once. i just have to hang on for the money and satisfaction( hopefully there's a tiny bit?). and i will dislike myself if i just gave up. sooooo, Jesus, take the wheel, take it from my hands cos i can't do this on my own.i'm letting it go.

charmaine, jiayou!

i certainly dun know where to start talking from...

2009-02-17T05:23:00.000-08:00

quite a few things running through my head and i dun know where to start talking from.

maybe i shall start from here: if i was still a kid, i would try to enjoy my childhood as much as i can cos it never comes back. and now i being an adult, i hate to be the one controlling kids. despite this, i have no choice but to do so. what a dilemma.

and i think the kids nowadays NEED to realise SERIOUSLY that studying is so freaking important because without it, u can't really go anywhere. but then again, studying today is getting more stressful than before that it makes both kids and teachers tired. maybe studying should be made more enjoyable and yet info gets drilled into the kids' brain.

haha and also since i started working, i realise that it is so important to get OUT of the working mood when u are OUT of the working place. Otherwise, i might get depressions or headaches. relaxation is impt too.hehe..

okays, next issue that is stuck in my mind right now is this: how come adults can't seem to calm down and sort out their thoughts when they feel angry? and i feel that it is extremely IMPT to consider things from different perspectives in order to prevent events that always occur again and again.

work load is getting heavier as the sch exams are drawing near. i feel the weariness already but i just have to press on. maybe i have a lot to learn before i can be a GOOd teacher.

okays, the week is still SO long but maybe saturday can help me cheer up a wee bit. oh ya, when i found out i still can't study bioenginnering at NUS, i seriously felt dissapointed and my heart fell to the ground with a loud thud. hopefully their open house next month can provide me with more alternatives.

wish me luck for work tmr! bye for now.

outing!

2009-02-10T05:36:00.000-08:00

that was such a nice outing, this's all i can say! hope to have more in the future! =)

in deep thoughts!

2009-02-06T05:45:00.000-08:00

sometimes, i really pity those kids.

i certainly don't want to be the person to ruin their beautiful childhood by scolding them at ALL times. well, what can i do??

updates about my recent life: have been working quite hard everyday at student care centre and looking forward to outing on sunday with besties! and also i just received ms ong's wedding invitation card which is going to be held on Valentine's day!

and yes, tmr i'm working! what is this?! haha but hope that no kids are coming in at all, then i shall read my book! going to cut my hair tmr, wish me luck! haha.

okays, byes!

Jesus,keep me near the cross

2009-01-24T05:27:00.000-08:00

My favourite catholic hymn!

1. Jesus, keep me near the cross;
there a precious fountain,
free to all, a healing stream,
flows from Calvary's mountain.
Refrain:
In the cross, in the cross,
be my glory ever,
till my raptured soul shall find
rest beyond the river.
2. Near the cross, a trembling soul,
love and mercy found me;
there the bright and morning star
sheds its beams around me.
(Refrain)
3. Near the cross! O Lamb of God,
bring its scenes before me;
help me walk from day to day
with its shadow o'er me.
(Refrain)
4. Near the cross I'll watch and wait,
hoping, trusting ever,
till I reach the golden strand
just beyond the river.
(Refrain)

like to be alone nowadays

2009-01-17T04:59:00.000-08:00

i think i imagined too much myself and misunderstooded him. (sorry!). nowadays i feel that i want to be alone and talking too much to others irritates me but not always la. and also i have a lot of things i plan to do to increase my faith but i can only do some things at one time.but lord help me really carry out these things so that i can get to know my religion better.

the previous week i have been working and found out that i have less time with my family and friends as well, sorry!! after the A levels, i came to know more about myself such as i see things in deeper details and tend to think more about things that happen in my life. Also, i keep more things to myself rather than tell family or friends. haha and one more thing, after A's, i read books a bit slower than before and my logical thinking lags most of the time. so dun blame me if i respond like 3 seconds after u ask me something. lol.

oh ya and i heard that the A's results are coming out on 6 march so wish everyone all the best and for christians, start asking the Lord what he wants u to do in the future, it really helps to calm u down and listen to Him.

signing off..

i dun quite know myself anymore.

2009-01-15T05:10:00.000-08:00

I do not why i was so angry last night.

well, today was another day of work and was a bit frustrated with the kids but do not blame them cos if i was them i will not want to stay in the care centre after one whole long day of school. anyway, being with the kids these few days i came to realise that friendship is such a fragile thing in life. every now and then, the kids will say ' i dun friend u le!' haha..i thought nowadays kids do not do that already. and also, it's not always hao ren you hao bao because the kids will rebut your kindness instead of repaying it..and i mean it..haha.

okays, short post today. byes!

another monotonous day of work!

2009-01-13T04:46:00.000-08:00

Today was okay...

got to know more students and that's quite interesting haha..got to bathe them some more haha so i told my mum that i sure have red eyes these few days..well, overall these two days are okay and quite fun too with the students( haha do not mention those naughty ones la..)

After started work then i realised how to treasure the moments of rest and time spent with the family and friends of course! oh ya i mention about ms shermaine in my previous post and now i feel she's not quite friendly huh and doesn't talk much with anybody there except the students i think.. well, pray that she would or else i feel quite bored.

okay enough about work!! TO ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE, hope to see you all soon for a small outing?? quite a while i didn't see u all and i hope cny holidays come quickly!! it's also been a long time since i feel so comfty in my bed and quickly had a deep sleep (random but ..haha). I probably get this feeling when i was studying for A's with all that stress..well, this is better than when i can't sleep.. okie! that's all folks! all the best to all those who are working and all the best too to those who are not working ( u might find other interesting things in your life besides a job). signing off..

first day of work!!

2009-01-12T05:30:00.000-08:00

I love soya bean to the max!!

today is my first day of work and after all the tiring work, chilled soya bean drink was so satisfying and yummmmy!i started work at a student care centre in sengkang as a full-time teacher and got the chance to teach two primary 3 and 4 classes. Woot! the kids there are fun and interesting though they are rowdy most of the time and i met another part-time teacher who is also a A lvl student waiting for results and and and.. her name is shermaine haha so close to mine.. but the students there call me ms tang...lol. it sounds a bit disgusting i know for the first time..haha.

okay enough of work experience and whatever nots. i'm feeling the tension in the school and tiredness already working the entire day..=(chinese new year is coming soon and i only need to work on friday that week! Woot again! AND my boss agreed to let me off on valentine's day to attend MS ONG's wedding at St Anne's Church in sengkang too.. haha. thanks! okay i feel a bit sleepy now,will have more updates soon! see ya...

second time!

2009-01-10T01:34:00.000-08:00

I'm kind of proud of myself right now!

just came back from budget terminal cos i went to pick my grandma up. she flew back from macau and i didn't get to go to T3 and that's quite sad haha. updates about my recent life: just found a job as a teacher at a student care centre in sengkang and finish editing my first ever blog..like obviously haha. that's why i'm kind of proud of myself now.(sound a bit stupid..) my bro will give me that 'whatever' look again haha.

i'll be starting work on the 12th, a monday and there goes my freedom to control my own time and life. BUT, it's definitely better than staying at home and rot rot rot...the pay is not bad anyway. well well, oh ya i made banana muffins and cake to day again and i can say that they are WELL made, haha. it's my fourth try already. chinese new year is coming soon but i dun really feel excited about it.maybe the next event in my life that makes me excited might be the release of A's results,haha.. and oh ya my jigsaw puzzle is halfway done and soon i can hang it up! Take care everybody and byes!

Blogging for the first time!

2009-01-03T01:02:00.000-08:00

I know i'm slow.

Don't ask me why i set up a blog out of a sudden cos actually i don't know too. Probably it's because i have quite a bit to say about my life all these years and so had the sudden urge to express myself on this cuteeee blog!! A levels is a past tense for me now and jobs and university life is the future tense...life for me now is quite without any restrictions and structure cos at least i don't write my daily schedule on my small notebook now.

Well well, it always feel a bit disgusting to talk about the A's now cos it was quite a bad memory for me(for those friends who know what i went through then)..NOW, i would say my life ahead is quite interesting cos jobs are slowly coming in and i have more time to meet up with my other friends. Despite all these, it saddens me a bit as it is more likely that friends will drift apart and slowly fade away in the future.

BUT BUT of course i thank Him for giving me all my current friends and family! I hope i can find a job soon and occupy myself! Oh ya, my grandma's coming back to singapore next saturday and i would be (hopefully) going to T3 to fetch her home!! Hmmm, quite a bit of things are going through my mind now but probably i would sort things a bit out first before i blurt everything out at one go. So, I guess this is the end of my first post! see ya soon..