Sunday, August 2, 2009
arghh!!
i really absolutely dont know what to do with them okay seriously!!
it was a very nice feeling u gave me,thanks!
@ 1:39 AM
Monday, July 27, 2009
updates!~~
went for a bible seminar with css ppl the past weekend and it was great. learnt a lot from the time of creation to the time of jesus to now.
but at times felt that i'm really weak in many areas in the bible, and was quite embarassed about it though i didn't tell anyone. so maybe i will start from finding books or articles that can give me a background understanding about the bible first before i go into the real stuff. :D
and went for matric with weiyi today at nus. okay i suppose and didn't get a chance to meet the nursing people again. really hope that i can have a group of close nursing friends when school starts and continues. :D
less than a week's time, school's going to start very soon and many emotions come around me actually. but i shall take them as they come and go. other than that, enjoy the remaining free days i have with family and friends and dog. :D
pray that pearl is fine alone at nus hostel. :D
it was a very nice feeling u gave me,thanks!
@ 6:32 AM
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
just another day
woke up at like 11am today. having an irritation around my right eye, it's like painful when i blink..:(
today i have tuition class at night. tmr's food prepation for post foc on sat. then sat and sun is bible seminar.
very quickly, school's going to start and books again. hope i can cope with everything ahead. quite bored at home nowadays and i'm so going to miss this longest holiday i ever had.
oh ya, yesterday went shopping with shi han and bought quite a bit of clothes, including a dress for glads's sis church wedding at st andrew's cathedral. haven't bought so many clothes at one go on my own.. haha.
i'm going to enjoy the remaining days of my holidays as much as i can. :D
and ya, brother has been very busy these few weeks with church stuff especially. pray that he can cope with it. :D
oh well, really reluctant to start school so soon.
it was a very nice feeling u gave me,thanks!
@ 10:32 PM
Friday, July 17, 2009
brain dead.
so brain dead after one and a half hours of ENG tuition with neighbour. i better stick to one hour then. haha. no joke it's ENG. :D
updates about recent life. (looking at my calendar now, haha) just realise that the hearts-on-fire rally organised by nus css was one week ago but it seems like just last night that it was ongoing. had a great and awesome experience that night at cjc. really happy that i will always still have css buddies to support me during these coming 4 years. and also really happy that i surrender a few of my problems to jesus during the healing sessions. :D i look forward to the next css outing which is the bible seminar next weekend. AWESOME.
sometimes i feel we don't have to worry too much about what is going to happen next cos jesus is in control. :D but it's always hard to transform words into action. so i'll be working on that.
sometimes we feel we have not done our best in some things maybe because we take it too seriously which we don't have to. :D that was what my dad said then.
knowing that jesus is always beside me is truly a comfort for me. :D
it was a very nice feeling u gave me,thanks!
@ 6:51 AM
Saturday, July 4, 2009
it is when we are weak that we are strong. :D.
we are more than what others think of us. we need to show them what we really are and i believe god will help us to do that with his courage and strength. :D
:D
it was a very nice feeling u gave me,thanks!
@ 8:35 PM
Friday, July 3, 2009
life.
life has been a bit boring these few days. css outings were great but missed out on nursing stuff. kind of worried that when school term starts, everyone knows everyone but nobody knows me.
but can't change anything now cos it's over. some feelings about myself are better kept unsaid than said cos i dun know how to express it.
have been thinking about this: nursing is a course and job which always get judged by others and it seems that i need to uphold that image even before i enter that course or job. it's something that students in other courses dun have to do. after the nursing session, i feel quite challenged by the other students. i would not say i'm stressed up or intimidated cos it makes me feel bad about myself.
i really pray hard that all these worries will be unecessary and lord will show me his way. lord, i just need a group of close friends to journey with me through 4 years of uni life. :D
it was a very nice feeling u gave me,thanks!
@ 8:36 PM
Saturday, June 27, 2009
no specific topic. random.
dun know since when i feel i am living a very messy life.
probably after i stop working. though i was already exposed to quite a bit of university life, i still feel insecure about it happening in the future. To be truthful, after the nursing session where juniors meet juniors and seniors, i felt that the people were not quite friendly though they should. but luckily, the nus css people are still very friendly and nice to be with so i really hope that they are the ones who will accompany me through those four years. though the nursing people are like that, maybe as i get to know them more, they are friendly people too. hope so.
messy life probably arose from firstly, there's not really much focus on something in my life right now and secondly, the event that i would need to focus in the future which is university doesn't seem promising.
Lord, help me to be able to cope with all my difficulties.
it was a very nice feeling u gave me,thanks!
@ 1:17 AM
